Life and the greatest Love affair


"Man is placed above all creatures, and not beneath them, and he cannot be satisfied or content except in something greater than himself. Greater than himself there is nothing but Myself, the Eternal God. Therefore I alone can satisfy him, and, because he is deprived of this satisfaction by his guilt, he remains in continual torment and pain. Weeping follows pain, and when he begins to weep, the wind strikes the tree of self-love, which he has made the principle of all his being." (Page 203). This work was dictated by Saint Catherine of Siena during a state of ecstasy while in dialogue with God the Father. THE DIALOGUE OF THE SERAPHIC VIRGIN CATHERINE OF SIENA 1347-1380, she was declared a Doctor of the Church on October 4, 1970.


     While during our lives we may have many Human love's, with parents, spouse, children,

friends and enemies, some you will love more than others. They all pale in comparison to the

only love that matters in the end, the supreme love of our Almighty Father, our Creator. His love

is forever and is unending. It does not always manifest itself the way we would like, as Humans,

but we are just passing through this world on the way hopefully to His home, Heaven. What

kind of love does he want;

    To love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind, strength and soul.

    To love your neighbor as you love yourself and how Jesus loves you.

 Be PASSIONATE, He wants to be first, the most important relationship in our lives,

 and not lukewarm, as the Book of Revelation warns;

             3:15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou were cold or hot.

             3:16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew thee

                      out of my mouth.

We all will die, but we all do not live, we will all want, but we will not all give,

and the greatest gift is LOVE. To love God, the Most Holy Trinity, is to want to please

the most Holy Trinity, by OBEDIENCE. We all stumble and fall and come up short, that

is why Jesus Christ came and died for our sins. So that through Him we might be

worthy of our place in Heaven. We must as Islam means, "to submit", to humble

yourself before your Creator, as Jesus said;

                                    you must become like a little child.

So lets look at what it takes to get there from Scriptures.



     Isaiah    45:20 Assemble yourselves and come; draw near together, ye that are escaped of the nations:

                           they have no knowledge that set up the wood of their graven image, and pray unto a god

                           that cannot save.

                 45:21 Tell ye, and bring them near; yea, let them take counsel together: who hath declared this

                          from ancient time? who hath told it from that time? have not I the LORD? and there is

                          no God else beside me; a just God and a Saviour; there is none beside me.

                  45:22 Look unto me, and be ye saved, all the ends of the earth: for I am God, and there is none else.

                  45:23 I have sworn by myself, the word is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and shall not return,

                           That unto me every knee shall bow, every tongue shall swear.


 What does it take to be saved and make it to Heaven? While I DO NOT RECOMMEND

this, if you do nothing and don't ask for forgiveness and don't take Jesus as your personnel

Savior, I hope you're leading a good life and know that you are in my prayers.

             Matthew           19:25 When his disciples heard it, they were exceedingly

                                                   amazed, saying, Who then can be saved?

                                       19:26 But Jesus beheld them, and said unto them, With men this

                                                 is impossible; but with God all things are possible.

Also if you have never heard of Jesus, or had a poor teacher or none at all, or were practicing

a different Religion or something, I pray to God that He has mercy on you for God is fair and

just. And once again; with men this is impossible; but with God all things are possible.

I have been asked about salvation and my answer was not to deny it to anyone, my reasons

were because I don't know everything about Satan's effect on people, and what circumstances

a person might have had in their life. We are weak enough without Satan and his friends. Also

with Purgatory, a person can go there and repent and purify themselves for Heaven. While

some say there is no Purgatory, there is ample evidence in the Bible and from many recognized

saints, some who bore the Stigmata, the wounds of Christ. Christina Gallhager described it like

this; a soul comes into the pure light of God and can not stand it because of it's impurities caused

by sin. The soul then goes to the level of purgatory where it belongs, and it's purification begins.

It is by God's graciousness and love for His creation's, us, and not wanting us to fail that he

made Purgatory, a last chance place to redeem ourselves. The majority of people go there. I have

been given some rough numbers about the population as a whole. If the judgment were today, less

than 10% would make it into heaven and over 30% are looking at Hell.


                                              The Courtship

 Unlike a Human relationship which may not even last until death, Your relationship with our

Almighty Father and the most Holy Trinity is eternal. From the beginning He is there with us,

hoping we will SEEK Him out, for if you do, you WILL find Him. We may not like everything that

happens to us here on earth, but He never said we would. He tries the hearts of everyone,

but not with more than we can take, He does like to push it to the edge though. For some it

 may be  a physical problem that has to be dealt with, for others it may be all that they are

given, and having to use it wisely. Everyone stumbles and falls from the Pope and leaders of

the Church and various Religions. But He is there to forgive us, that is why He sent Jesus to

show us the way and to be the perfect sacrifice and an atonement for our sins. Our Father's

love is so great that He sent His only begotten Son, Jesus Christ to lead us. Jesus' love

for us is so great that He gave everything up including His life as a man for us and endured

a horrible death that words can not fully describe the brutality He suffered for us.

So that  through Jesus we could be cleansed of our iniquities. From Isaiah;

                       53:3 He is despised and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief:

                              and we hid as it were our faces from him; he was despised, and we esteemed him not.

                      53:4 Surely he hath borne our grief, and carried our sorrows: yet we did esteem him stricken,

                              smitten of God, and afflicted.

                      53:5 But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the

                             chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed.

                      53:6 All we like sheep have gone astray; we have turned every one to his own way;

                             and the LORD hath laid on him the iniquity of us all.


  Now as in anything you do in life, the importance you place upon Him and the time you devout

to Him will determine the closeness, understanding and depth of the Love Affair. I am not talking

about salvation or even what your relationship might be in Heaven though I believe there will be

a correlation. But irregardless, it is your time on earth as a Human being that I am talking about.

It is about being Born Again, this may happen at your baptism, conformation as an adult or even

later in life and at the end, it may happen when your body dies. It is personnel between you and

the most Holy Trinity, for it is when the Shekina the Holy Spirit moves in, the Comforter. Not all

who say they are born again, really are. But it is none of your business, if you have some

misgivings, pray for the person, do not judge. I was Born Again in Seattle one evening in 1995

( SEATTLE  in the window subchapter ) after being asked to choose my path in life.

There is a Quatrain from Nostradamus which describes this, but it is personnel and I am not

going to share it. What is important, is that YOU are Born Again. It is like nothing else you will

experience on the Human side of your life. It was a little over 5 years later when Jesus came

to me and put His arms around me, like a Father with His prodigal son. He was welcomed

and He turned around so His back was against my chest and He entered into my heart, and

 where He is today. He is always willing to forgive you no matter how big the sin is. So

never be afraid to ask for His help, that is all you have to do to start your new life. Do not

think you can say yes to God in front of others and not change your life. You need to

develop your own personnel private relationship with God, along with your public one.

This is done by Prayer and Obedience, your prayer consists of formal prayers like the

Our Father and others, also your conversations with God and offering up what you are

doing, work, suffering, your life. If you love Him you will want to please Him and obey

His commands. For as Samuel told Saul 3000 years ago;

 Samuel 1  15:22 And Samuel said, Hath the LORD as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices,

                         as in obeying the voice of the LORD? Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice,

                         and to hearken than the fat of rams.

                 15:23 For rebellion is as the sin of witchcraft, and stubbornness is as iniquity and idolatry.

                          Because thou hast rejected the word of the LORD, he hath also rejected thee ... .

In place of the word sacrifice you can use empty worship, standing in church for a service

because it is what you need to do to be socially accepted. For as John the Baptist warned;

Matthew        3:9 And think not to say within yourselves, We have Abraham as our father: for I say unto you,

                        that God is able from these stones to raise up children unto Abraham.

Also Jesus tells us the true way to a relationship with Him and to Heaven, in Matthew;

                   7:19 Every tree that does not bring forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.

                   7:20 Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them.

                   7:21 Not every one that says unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven;

                            but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven

The will of the Almighty Father is to honor His Messiah, Jesus, and keep these 2 commands;                          

    To love the Lord your God with all your heart, mind, strength and soul.

    To love your neighbor as you love yourself and how Jesus loves you.

If you live these you will follow the 10 commandments that God gave Moses and want to obey

the  teachings of Jesus. From the Gospel of Mark;

      16:16 He that believes and is baptized shall be saved; but he that does not believe shall be damned.

      From the Gospel of John;

              John  6:27 Labor not for the meat which perishes, but for that meat which endures unto

                               everlasting life, which the Son of man shall give unto you:

                               for him hath God the Father sealed.  ...

                       6:31 Our fathers did eat manna in the desert; as it is written,

                              He gave them bread from heaven to eat.

                       6:32 Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you,

                              Moses gave you not that bread from heaven; but my Father gives

                              you the true bread from heaven.

                      6:33 For the bread of God is He which cometh down from heaven,

                             and gives life unto the world.

                      6:34 Then said they unto him, Lord, evermore give us this bread.

                      6:35 And Jesus said unto them, I am the bread of life: he that cometh to me

                             shall never hunger; and he that believeth on me shall never thirst.

                      6:36 But I said unto you, That ye also have seen me, and believe not.

                      6:37 All that the Father gives me shall come to me; and him

                            that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out.

                      6:38 For I came down from heaven, not to do mine own will, but

                             the will of him that sent me.

                      6:39 And this is the Father's will which hath sent me, that of all which he hath

                             given me I should lose nothing, but should raise it up again at the last day.

                      6:40 And this is the will of him that sent me, that every one which sees the Son, and

                             believeth on him, may have everlasting life: and I will raise him up at the last day.


                                          The Bible


READ IT!!! To read the Holy Scriptures and listen to the Sacred stories about the

beginning, the Patriarchs, Moses, the Judges, the Kings, the Prophets, and the Messiah

is to seek wisdom and a blessing. The Bible is a LOVE letter to His children, wrap it

around you like a warm blanket on a cold winters night. Make it a part of your foundation by

reading often, if not daily. This is one of the greatest ways to strengthen your relationship

with your Creator. The more you read from the Bible the closer you will become as the most

Holy Trinity will reveal Themselves to you and you will experience the warmth of Trinity's

Love for you, for Their LOVE is like an all encompassing blanket for you to cover yourself

with. Some say the Bible has many mistakes, and there are some inconsistencies, but the

problem is not with God but with man. Here is what God told Moses in Exodus 21.25;

                                 And if thou wilt make me an altar of stone, thou shall not build it of hewn stone; 
                                 for if thou lift up thy tool upon it, thou hast polluted it.

 simply put, anything touched by man is tainted. If you read the Bible and contemplate

upon the stories you will grow closer to the most Holy Trinity and gain wisdom.

From Proverbs;

                            1:20 Wisdom cries out; she utters her voice in the streets:

                            1:21 She cries in the chief place of concourse, in the openings

                                   of the gates: in the city she utters her words, saying,

                            1:22 How long, ye simple ones, will ye love simplicity? and the

                                   scorners delight in their scorning, and fools hate knowledge?

                            1:23 Turn you at my reproof: behold, I will pour out my spirit

                                   unto you, I will make known my words unto you.

The words of the Prophets will be fulfilled and are being fulfilled because the Author

of the Bible has the power to create life and to make the future fulfill His plan as

His servants the Prophets have foretold.

             Matthew  5:17 Think not that I am come to destroy the law, or the prophets:

                                   I am not come to destroy, but to fulfill.

                           5:18 For verily I say unto you, Till heaven and earth pass, one jot or one

                                  tittle shall in no wise pass from the law, till all be fulfilled.

                           5:19 Whosoever therefore shall break one of these least commandments,

                                  and shall teach men so, he shall be called the least in the kingdom of heaven:

                                  but whosoever shall do and teach them, the same shall be called great in the

                                  kingdom of heaven.


  A little story about some of the times I've read the Bible. The first time I read the Bible I

started with the New Testament and Jesus leaned on me very hard and I could only read

a few pages at a time without having to rest. The same thing happened when I read

about Moses in the Old Testament. Then I stopped reading with about 100 pages to go

to complete the reading cover to cover. After over a month of not reading I was spanked,

I was given a concussion and a very sore neck, as you are a very stiff necked person.

I promptly finished the rest of the Old Testament. The 3rd time I was getting prodded to

read the Bible, I said I would start as soon as I got set up for the winter with a job

because I was broke with everything that was going on. So things fell into place and I

procrastinated again, and again They waited over a month and then one day a freak

accident happened and some iron rods hit me in the eye, and gave me a big

black eye. I promptly started, a couple notes first is that when I pray I remind God of

a Covenant He made with David, and He reminded me that He hasn't forgotten.

         2 Samuel   7:14 I will be his father, and he shall be my son. If he commit iniquity,

                                 I will chasten him with the rod of men,

                                 and with the stripes of the children of men:

                          7:15 But my mercy shall not depart away from him, as I took it

                                 from Saul, whom I put away before thee.

I still ask God to remember this covenant everyday and give Him thanks and praise.

          Proverbs 3.11-13;

               My son, despise not the chastening of the Lord; neither be weary of

               His correction. For whom the Lord loves he corrects, even as a

               Father the son in whom He delights. Happy is the man that finds

               wisdom, and the man that gets understanding.


You should have a Bible on display in your home for all to see who enter.




              Isaiah    66:23 And it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one

                                   Sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, says the LORD.


 Talking to and glorifying God and obeying Him, is what prayer is. You should pray daily,

in the morning and the evening and before you eat something you should give thanks to

the One who gave the food to eat, our Almighty Father. There are many ways to pray,

this can be done formally with the greatest prayer, the prayer the Messiah gave us, the

Our Father, which honors the One who gave us the prayer and our Almighty Father, who

the prayer is talking to. You should also pray to our Lord Jesus Christ using the Hail Mary,

and to Shekina the Holy Spirit, using a prayer to Her. Of course you can talk to God

anytime and anywhere, They are always listening. It is wisdom to pray more than an hour

a day. Your Prayers will evolve and change throughout your life, what and who you might

be praying for, or your petitions for yourself. But the Most Holy Trinity does not change

They were the same in the beginning, and are the same now and will be forever more.

Prayer should also be your work, whatever it is, your sufferings should also be

offered up to God. The Rosary is one of the most powerful prayers and for those who

say at least 1 of the 4 mysteries everyday for a year you will receive special graces,

like signal graces, where you will feel Their presence while you pray, this many

times is tears forming in your eyes. The Virgin Mary has asked us to pray the Rosary

everyday for Peace in the World. My adult prayer life really didn't begin until the end

of 1995, then for the next few years it was a 10-30 minute session twice a day.

But in 1999 as the pressure was building to fulfill some prophecies I decided I should

be praying more. So decided to start praying the Rosary just once around my Rosary.

This is what Sr. Lucia from Fatima had said to do, though you can not pray too much.

I pray what I call the Way to the Cross, where I say hello to Jesus and Mary and ask

Them for help and acknowledge that They are the King and Queen of Heaven. I then

start in the beginning and end with Jesus' death on the cross. Because that is where

I am headed, for as I was told long ago; "There will be several assassination attempts

we will help you with." There will be one where they will watch. So anyway I started,

but being foolish I was thinking, that is going to be a lot of time on my knees, so I

decided to say the Rosary sitting down. I was down in Arizona talking to the Hopi

and that evening at the Hotel I was told to get down on my knees, which I did and

leaned against the bed. At which point someone, an Angel, pushed my face into the

bed by applying tremendous pressure to a weak spot on my neck. I was literally

crying as I said the Rosary, it was the most painful Rosary I have every said and I

always kneel now, except for on a rare occasion because of a unique circumstance,

like an illness.


The greatest prayer is the Mass with it's reenactment of the Last Supper. This is what

is coming, the Eucharistic Reign of our Lord Jesus Christ, from the Gospel of John;

         6:51 I am the living bread which came down from heaven: if any man eat of this bread, he shall live

              for ever: and the bread that I will give is my flesh, which I will give for the life of the world.

         6:53 Then Jesus said unto them, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Except you eat the flesh of the

               Son of man, and drink his blood, you have no life in you.

       6:54 Whosoever eats my flesh, and drinks my blood, has eternal life; and I will raise

               him up at the last day.

       6:55 For my flesh is meat indeed, and my blood is drink indeed.

       6:56 He that eats my flesh, and drinks my blood, dwells in me, and I in him.

For a detailed look at the most Holy Eucharist, click on the link below.

 The Holy Eucharist in Scripture, Miracles and Prophecy

This will be violently opposed, Gianna Talone-Sullivan has been told that the public

Mass will be outlawed, along with Fr. Gobbi and others. This will happen when the

prophecy of Daniel is fulfilled;

        12:9 And he said, Go thy way, Daniel: for the words [are] closed up and sealed till the

        time of the end. 12:10 Many shall be purified, and made white, and tried; but the

        wicked shall do wickedly: and none of the wicked shall understand; but the wise shall

        understand. 12:11 And from the time [that] the daily [sacrifice] shall be taken away, and

        the abomination that makes desolate set up, [there shall be] a thousand two hundred and

        ninety days. 12:12 Blessed [is] he that waits, and comes to the thousand three hundred

        and five and thirty days.

The Eucharistic Reign will not be instituted by military force,

but by the will of our Almighty Father, and the power of the Lamb's army of Saints

and Angels, from the Book of Revelation;

                           19:17 And I saw an angel standing in the sun; and he cried with a loud voice,

                                   saying to all the fowls that fly in the midst of heaven, Come and gather

                                   yourselves together unto the supper of the great God;

                          19:18 That ye may eat the flesh of kings, and the flesh of captains, and the flesh

                                   of mighty men, and the flesh of horses, and of them that sit on them, and

                                   the flesh of all men, both free and bond, both small and great.

                          19:19 And I saw the beast, and the kings of the earth, and their armies, gathered

                                   together to make war against him that sat on the horse, and against his army.

                          19:20 And the beast was taken, and with him the false prophet that wrought miracles

                                  before him, with which he deceived them that had received the mark of the beast,

                                  and them that worshipped his image. These both were cast alive into a lake of

                                  fire burning with brimstone.

                          19:21 And the remnant were slain with the sword of him that sat upon the horse, which

                                  sword proceeded out of his mouth: and all the fowls were filled with their flesh.






 It began before I came together in the womb of my mother, then He arranged the location

and the date of my birth to fulfill prophecies and to connect to  Fatima revelation that

happened on Friday, July 13, 1917. The first lesson in 4th grade and the depressing

lesson in 6th grade, and the question in 7th grade. The other lessons along the way as

I tried to walk away. Being Born Again which I mentioned earlier. The first time our

Almighty Father spoke which is mentioned in the Seattle chapter about 3/4 into it in the

subchapter a Weekend in Missoula. One of the greatest moments in our relationship

was the night He took me for a Walk in the Stars. There have been ups and downs as

with any relationship, because I'm am just a man, a child before his Creator. The night

when Jesus came to live in my heart in June of 2000 in Alaska, He came and hugged

me like the father in the story about the prodigal son and I accepted Him as my Saviour

and He turned around so His back was against my chest and He entered into my heart.

So we are now one, but we are not the same. He will come and live in you if you

welcome Him into your life and heart. At the Mass in Orleans France on 11/11/2001

was a very moving experience for it was the only time that Jesus and our Almighty

Father spoke at the same time and that They said more than 1 sentence, not to

mention what was said. But you can not really put into words the experience. Cling to

the Master, our Lord Jesus Christ, worship our Almighty Father and receive Shekina

the Holy Spirit. Make the most Holy Trinity your foundation and build your relationship

upon that rock and it will last forever.

   Submission to the will of God is the only way for your relationship to grow,

                  Luke 22:42 Saying, Father, if thou be willing, remove this cup from

                                   me: nevertheless not my will, but yours, be done.


                       Shekina and the Book of Life

 One night I was taken to the edge of a cliff on the edge of a plateau. Along the edge of

the cliff there was an indentation where a ladder came up from below. The ladder had

3 vertical poles with triangular cross braces forming the steps of the ladder, similar to

a radio antennae. I stepped back from the edge afraid that it was hell below, She was

on the other side of the ladder with  the Book of Life open in her hands. I didn't try to

look up at her face this time as I had struggled to do back in 96. I could feel that I

was not to look up, She was clothed in a white robe that went to the ground. I didn't

try to go over to Her either. I was there for a little while contemplating the meaning,

then before it was over I was shown what was down below, it was the earth. I could

see a large grassy plain with a city by a river of in the distance. I know I have to

keep climbing the ladder. For what I want from below is the others to follow the

Master our Lord Jesus Christ for He is the Truth, the Life and the Way. Another passage

from St. Catherine of Siena our Almighty Father tells her that "If you forget about Me during

your life, I will forget about you after your death." So please work to improve your relationship

with The Most Holy Trinity and remember it is never to late, but I do not suggest waiting.


 Simply open your heart and invite in the Messiah, our Lord Jesus Christ, and He will send

Shekina the Holy Spirit, and you will become a child of the light and of our Almighty Father.

                                       Peace be with You

                                   HOME PAGE