Dealing with YAHWEH
This is just a brief description of some of the encounters and the trials, though not
all of them, it should be enough to help you see some of the struggle and to show
that this is no picnic. I'm not looking for sympathy and I am not depressed by the
weight of the cross. I learned from a teacher long ago to be a happy person.
Though I am saddened for the others, the greed, lies, deceit and ingratitude, lack
of wisdom, and no respect for the Lord. They act like the 3 monkeys, they pretend
to see no evil, and to hear no evil and so do not speak about evil,
while we are in reality,
surrounded by evil.
This is even from those who know better and claim to be His followers, and
teachers of God, from Quatrain 10.73 "and disloyal the experts in God's law".
Then there is the multitude of others who are oblivious to it all and follow the
latest fad. I've been learning why the prophets cried and why Yeshua cried as
He looked out over Jerusalem, knowing what was coming for the city. There are
great calamities coming upon the earth in the near future as we get farther into
the BOOK OF REVELATION, people will try and explain it away with science until
the evidence is so overwhelming that many will curse God, instead of asking for
His forgiveness and His divine and unfathomable mercy.
3 times I'm told to Deal with it
Back in FOURTH GRADE sometime after the first lesson.
While I was listening to the story about Abraham and how God tested
him by asking him to sacrifice his son Isaac, I was thinking what a harsh
thing to do to a person. That was when I felt Abraham's spirit, nothing was
said, but I got the message, which was to be quiet and deal with it. It only
lasted for a little while, probably less than 30 seconds.
Not long after my RETURN TO MONTANA in1995, after coming
home on Thanksgiving day, it was quiet that night as I sat at my desk
in the dark and cold home I heard "And one of the Kings wants to talk
to you.". I had a few seconds to think about it wondering who it might
be, one of the ones I knew or one of the two unknowns. Then Christ
spoke, "My greatest hardship was that I couldn't have a family as a
man.", and after I could feel His spirit for awhile which seemed like
an eternity even though it was less than a minute. The message was
very clear WAKE UP and deal with it, just like Abraham's all
those years ago. I was so blown away by the meeting that I put the
pen down and didn't pick it up again until Spring.
The 3rd time was a month later on the 23rd of December I was
really depressed from the lessons as they had been leaning on me
very hard all fall. I was stoking the fire and as I went to close the stove
door I heard, "Leave it open someone wants to talk to you.". After
turning around and looking up I saw Abraham standing before me. He
was an outline made up of an aura about four to six inches wide that
started at the floor on one side and went up and down the other side
forming the outline of a man. I could feel how proud he was to say,
"God made a covenant with me that one day, ... , and you are the one."
and I said, "Because of the way I'm being treated I don't want to talk
about it, but you are welcome to sit by my fire.". So we sat down and I
never looked over to see if I could still see him though I could feel his
spirit for about 20 minutes or so, just like as a little boy, "deal with it".
This is still the only vision I have ever had as we begin the year 2007.
The storm and the Secrets
Now I'm nearing the end of my stay in SEATTLE in the fall of 94 and
my dog had died a few months before and I was alone except for my
ancestors who were beginning to let me feel their presence. I took
a backpacking trip up into the mountains, to a lake in Montana, that
by the outlet is a 500 foot cascading waterfall down to the valley floor
below. I set up camp and got a large pile of wood for my stay. Then
a storm moved in and it got nasty out and it was snowing hard with
the wind howling and the snow blowing horizontal over the cliff and
down into the valley. The show was so awesome with spectacular sets
and the Symphony was howling through the trees and with the
accompaniment of the crackle from the fire in the background. Words
don't do justice to the scene.
While the show continued I made some hot chocolate and kicked
back to take it all in and think about what a crazy life I had, and what
was going down, and how close 1999 was. When I was young during
the first lessons I rarely thought about this subject because it was
taboo. But once I thought about what might be good on a personnel
level about this if it did come to pass, besides helping others. I
thought about the knowledge that I would get first, before I tried
to give it all away. Then feeling a little cocky and afraid, I looked out
over the cliff into the storm and asked, "I want to know the secrets
of the Universe, stars, and planets.". The response was, "And the
weather, and the price will be very high.", well already knowing
about the assassination attempts, and the final one, I thought well
no kidding. But I had grown accustomed to that, and worried a little
about what I didn't know, and what They might be going to do to me.
Now here is one of the insights the most Holy Trinity has given me
into the DNA molecule, and here is a look at some of the weather;
2007 prophecy, from Fatima Portugal, July 11,2004.
Also in Missoula during the summer of 2003 it was surrounded by forest fires
caused by lighting as Jesus begins to form the Yoke around their necks that He
had promised during Mass in Orleans, France, 11/11/01, and that I had informed
the Parish council, 12/23/02.
Also when these fires started I was in traveling in Jerusalem,
Medjugorje and France.
This is what was revealed about the Holy Spirit;
The Holy Spirit, Shekina, the Divine Feminine in Sacred Scripture .
3 times His sweet voice
I have heard Yahweh's sweet voice 3 times. There have been a few other times
since, but the first 3 times were His beautiful sweet voice. This first time was just before
I returned to Montana and while standing in the creek and contemplating, I heard;
"this is yours". I was stunned and didn't know what to make of it. This doesn't happen,
our Almighty Father doesn't talk to us directly, I knew I was in big trouble and in way
over my head. But I just tried to forget about it and continue on with my old life. The
2nd time was during prayer and I was asking Him; "Who am I?", this wasn't the first
time I'd asked, but it was the only time I got a response. Which like the first time was
short and sweet, "I have." As in I have told you who you are, oh boy the water is getting
deeper and the shore is not in sight. The last time was also in prayer, on the bow of my
boat in Alaska with a mild show of the northern lights overhead, I heard, "you're not
worthy", I was sort of relieved for a few minutes, though I knew I this wasn't going to go
away, the trials were just beginning, that was back in the fall of 96. A few days later I
was spanked big time in a huge storm which you can read about in the ALASKA
chapter. The pruning and molding has been going on for awhile now. I raise up the
2 rods, that were put in my femur (thigh bone), towards Heaven and bow my head and
in my prayer I repeat the promise Yahweh made to David from Scripture; 2nd Samuel
7:14 I will be his father, and he shall be my son. If he commit iniquity, I will chasten him
with the rod of men, and with the stripes of the children of men:
7:15 But my mercy shall not depart away from him, ... .
I have been beaten, even literally with the rod of men. But we need to remember the
wisdom of Solomon from Proverbs;
13:24 He that spares his rod hates his son: but he that loves him disciplines him.
I also always ask for help in learning my lessons and in implementing them. The only
ones who don't need to make changes in their life are those who are dead. After
this in the Spring of 97 Yahweh did take me for A WALK IN THE STARS ,
which was spectacular.
I Warned You
He spoke a couple of years ago in 05 during a dream when He gave me what I was
asking for. Learning how and what to ask for is the out growth of an early lesson where
Yeshua had mentioned early on when He let me hear Him say to our Almighty Father;
"he doesn't know what he is asking for". At the time I repeated my main points which
are always repeated even today;
In the name of Yeshua the Christ, forgive me and help me.
Stop the bluffing and the lies and help to only know and spread the truth.
Help me to know and do Your will.
Please let the maximum numbers of souls be redeemed, with the minimum amount
of bloodshed and please let there be over 9 centuries of peace.
While I still ask for these basic desires I also ask for many other things, for all of
you, for my family and friends and for things that I have learned from the writings of
the Saints and also from the Bible. From Revelation;
2:17 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says unto the churches; To him that
overcomes will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white stone, and in
the stone a new name written, which no man knows saving he that receives it.
2:26 And he that overcomes, and keeps my works unto the end, to him will
I give power over the nations:
2:27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be
broken to shivers: even as I received of my Father.
I had been asking for an ancient blessing given to the Patriarchs for awhile when
finally Yahweh came and stood before me but He obscured His face, unlike the
previous time several years earlier where He looked me in the eye, face to face,
[ FACE of GOD & the DECLARATION & PROCLAMATION ]. Then as He
gave me the blessing, I could feel a strong force entering my head as He said;
"I warned you", and then He walked away. I am still asking to know and
understand and use the blessing wisely. The proverbial, "rock and the hard place",
there is no easy answer, or comfortable solution. The more I seek the more I find
and it is not a pretty picture. The story from SIXTH GRADE and the reservoir of
blood is becoming a reality that is not going to go away, unfortunately. For 2/3 of
the people are going to die as the prophecy from Zechariah is fulfilled;
13:8 And it shall come to pass, that in all the land, says the LORD, two parts therein shall
be cut off and die; but the third shall be left therein.
13:9 And I will bring the third part through the fire, and will refine them as silver is refined,
and will try them as gold is tried: they shall call on my name, and I will hear them: I will
say, It is my people: and they shall say, The LORD is my God.
There is only one thing to do, Deal with it. Peace be with you.